FOURTH JOURNAL POST

I dislike that I am so critical of myself and I judge myself when others might not even think anything of it. It is all in my head and I make myself out to be bad or not fun. Its just what I think others' view me as, which is not backed up by peoples' actual reaction to me. What I need to do is change how I think and remind myself that I just have to be who I am and cannot control if people like or dislike me.  I can only be the best person I can be and hope that I have lots of caring friends and get lots of respect from others.